No More

Today was the day

I finally allowed myself to cry

I let myself step over the line

Into the world of pain and hurt

As hard as I tried

And tried

And tried

I found that

No more tears escape my wounded eyes

I can't escape the things I saw

And my ears can not deafen my screaming

And although I feel the pain

No more sound reaches my bleeding ears

I've constantly lied

And avoided my life

I've lost who I once was

Who I wanted to be

My body can not respond

To the cold air that chills you to the bone

I can not do this

No more sensations can my tired body feel

Love once existed

But now love is dead

We all move on sometime

Even though it can be so hard

Those lies you once spoke

No more can my sobbing mind comprehend

It's all gone now

I took it away from myself

I lost all my senses

I willingly gave them into the night

So lost, so ruined, so completely shattered

No more do I live.